So....

So

Today I attended
Alvin Ailey Summer Intensive Auditions
Were they easy? Yes.
Did I make it? No.
So if they were easy, why didn't I make it?
Maybe it was because I couldn't stop laughing


I admit
And I'm not very proud of admitting
That I was laughing at people
But across the floor, they just looked so funny
And knowing me, I cannot control my laughter
Once I start, I can't stop
And sometimes I forget what I was
Laughing at in the first place, and I just continue laughing
Like what happened in auditions
I'm sorry I laughed at people though

I shouldn't have done that
And I was very wrong
As a matter of fact, I feel bad
But I LOVE laughing
And I seek EVERY opportunity
I can to do so
Even if it's at someone else's expense
That's just how much I love laughing
And I can't really help it

When I laugh at people,
I'm not even trying to be mean
I mean, if I find something funny,
It's just funny.
It may not even have anything to do
With the person.
I was just laughing at the way
They were moving.

But now, I'm laughing at myself
Because I'm sitting at home
Typing and doing homework
And callbacks are being held right now

So the last laugh is on me.
Ha.