I'm not on here very often anymore What's up with that? My mind is just scattered everywhere Nowadays. I can't contain my thoughts I forgot how to contain my thoughts
It's like my brain cells are bouncing against my skull My brain is almost never at ease I can constantly feel my pulse.
My dreams are so erratic One day I woke up And my heart was beating so fast and hard that it actually hurt My mom says it might be anxiety Anxiety? What am I anxious about? I'm not exactly sure what's wrong But I don't like talking about it I write better than I talk anyway Even right now My muscles are tense They're always tense. Moving on. I'm thinking about Being full-blown vegetarian Just thinking I haven't made any moves yet Well I cut beef & pork out my diet A few years ago. That doesn't count though 'Cause a lot of people do that

My dad says
"your heart has to be set on it
You can't just go through the motions
Of vegetarians
You have to think like them
Act like them
Not just eat like them"

Of course while my dad was saying all this
I was acting all nonchalant and stuff

But really,
He has a point.

My dad made vegetarians seem like
A whole different species
Which what I expect from
An all-American meat-lover.

But I'm still thinkin'.
I'll get back with you
(whoever "you" are)
On my thoughts
Later.


The pic at that top
I just felt like puttin' it there
'Cause I like it
It was Christmas
As you can see